“Am I there yet?” “When will I get there?” “When will this happen?” “Did
I miss something?” I sometimes say these things to God.
Patience is not a virtue that I have in full amounts, and sometimes it is
lacking all together. There is one
specific prayer request that right now, I am having a hard time waiting for.
God has shown me that it is a "Yes", but that I need to wait. I am very clear on that answer. I am trying
to be patient, but I want it to be a "Yes" now.
However, God is telling me "Soon", and to just "Enjoy my time with Him", and
to "Trust Him on our journey." Of course,
soon in God’s eyes, and soon in my eyes are two very different timings. So, I pray that God will help me be patient
until that "Yes, in a little while" becomes a "Yes, now."
I am on this journey with God, and He is showing me His plan. It is a
step by step process, and sometimes I want to go faster or a different
direction. God is patient with me, and
continues to guide me. Sometimes He
says, “Laura, I got this, you need to stop freaking out, and just trust
me. I will not let you down.”
There are times, I have to take a step back and refocus my eyes on
God. He does know what I need, and He
has provided for me. My God is here for
me all the time, and gotten me through everything so far. When I look to Him, He is the answer.
“Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.” Hebrews 11:1
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God wants this journey with me, and I am giving thanks for this journey
we are on. He has been with me even in
the storms of life and has not let me drown. I sometimes don’t know where we
are heading, but I know that God has got this. I will not get lost with Him as my Light.
I love road trips, and some of the most fun parts of a trip is the
journey, getting from location to location.
I travel down the road looking at the passing scenery. Isn’t life also about the journey?
Will I miss some amazing things if I lose focus of my surroundings? I
need to refocus my eyes on my journey with God. I need to give thanks for the passing scenery. Yes, the destination is very important, but I
need to enjoy the journey and take a look at the passing scenery on the road.
Giving thanks for the journey is something that I forget to do
sometimes. I need to enjoy the ride, and
just be in the moment with my God. Not
to rush an answer, but have faith that my God will supply all my needs and that
my God is awesome and powerful.
Poppa
God, I thank you for the journey that we are on together. Please continue to guide my steps as I walk
this journey with You. I also am grateful that you are so patient with me.
Please forgive me when I try and rush the journey. Help me to be thankful for where I am right
now. You know the plans You have for me, and the walking together is part of
that. Thank you and I praise Your name.
In Jesus
Name Amen.
Laura
Maxson